The Dream Girl......

Despite being single, I have in my mind a kind of a perfect relationship plan that I want to follow. So, today, I pour out this secret wishlist to you all. I want my relationship to be sweet, simple and natural. I don't want to force myself into a relationship. I want to adapt to the things that come to me naturally. I don't wish to have a problem free relationship. I want a relationship where I can find a best friend in my partner, where there are no undoes closed stories. I want this thing between us to be so strong that no third person has the ability to destroy it, ever....
My Dream Girl was always pictured as someone who was there for me always, no matter how much worse things may get. I want her to be the one who stands for me when no one else does. The one who trusts me through the rough phases of our relationship. My Dream Girl is a girl who knows what my family means to me. A girl who respects them as much as she loves me. A girl who knows, when to be possessive and when to set free. A girl who can help me out of the darkness and guide me towards light. A Girl who is crazy enough to plan a future, together. And yes, I forgot to mention an important factor, The Looks. Looks don't matter as much as people think they do, but upto a certain limit, they do....
'Just for a moment, You get the feeling. Somethings are stolen and Someone is dreaming. '
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Like there is No Tomorrow.....

I am as free as a bird. I take chances in life. Risks, actually. My parents say I'm immature, my teachers call me a rebel. But honestly, I don't give a damn! You get just one life, they told us. I registered that point. Since then, there was no looking back. I fill my days with vivid memories and imaginations. I love someone unconditionally, though I know that there is no chance that I'll be loved back, ever. I chase my dreams, blindly. I hardly get serious about anything.
But here is my point, who knows what life has in store for me? I know that I'm doing good, much better than the others. Because years from now I don't want to be a grumbling person, disillusioned and confused about my purpose in life. I want to be someone who says, ' I've lived it all. I've had it all.' I may not earn millions then, but right now, at this point in my life, I'm earning a million memories, countless experiences daily. Experiences that will help me grow and memories that will get me through the rough times in life.
'There are many wonderful things in life that will never be done if you do not do them '....

Live for dis moment & Love every memory.........

everyone of us has had the bad times ....the good times....times wen we have had real tough things thrown at us that are above the caliber of our long hands to tackle ....but we battled to won.... stuffs that we never wanted to go through alone ... times when we really needed a friend , a shoulder to cry upon ... times when we just cried cuz we wanted to feel better ... times when we felt the absence of a love in our life.... a love that could have caressed us like a feather .... times when the angry dad told us to leave the home cuz we failed in our exams... times when those late night phone calls made us realize the importance of a true friend ... the necessity of being a true friend .....

the college ...time when those hostel foods were pathetic and all the group of friends starved till the early mornings until a cup of tea ....  those booze on a friends birthday .... those moments when we jus felt that being on a high might jus do all the evens for odds .... the misunderstandings that lead to minor fights ending up in chocolate gifts... those moments when we could endlessly listen to rock-metal music for weeks and weeks still being soft .... those moments when we had no cash ... no ATM balance ... No reserves ... and jus had lunch at a friend's expense .... those true moments when all of us felt that its better to die than strive under such ruthless and killing situations.... the jealousy in seeing a happy couple, when u r fresh out of a break-up .... the jealousy of a bestfriend over others...

those sleepless nights when u had big huge fights .... the disco discotheques with late night addictions ..... the 3 am walk on a lonely road .... the group trips with gangs .... memorable pics.... those accidents ....  the secret smooches .... the first puff of smoke ... the first drink... the first 'getting on a high' .... those bath-less dirty weeks ..... stinging physic with loadsa deo ... those secret crushes ... late night Maggie packets .... long Q in the hostels for the loo .... the first date ... the mass bunks ... the short-attendance lists ...

walking in the rain hands-in-hands with the beloved... those most cherished moments ....the 1st show movie tickets for black ... first tram journey ... the first flight ....

we are all of us so fortunate to our friends who stand with us in spite of anything .. in spite of everything.. they shoulder us to the very start .. the very end ... to everywhere... they help us , tease us . beat us ... but love us ... the all of us have a history ... a past that we cant change ... a future that we can see..we cant design .... just the present to live for .. jus today to be alive .... then y waste time on the future and the past ... y not LIVE THE MOMENT ???? Y NOT DIE THE MOMENT ??? ....

lets do it today ... tell each one of them who matter to us ... thank them for making it in our lives.. for letting us in their lives .... for making it to the our pen of memories ... for letting us keep those pics.... for letting us cry ... for letting us laugh ... for giving us the smile ... for everything .... today lets be thankful and grateful to all our friends .... to all those who matter ... our parents .. our siblings .. the cousins ... the crush .. the love .... the girl-next-door ... to everyone .....

I LOVE U ALL FOR MAKING IT INTO A PART OF ME ... A PART OF WHAT I AM TODAY ....